Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Sometimes it s time to let go;
sometimes it s not meant to be;
sometimes there s just not enough fate.

Accept your own fate, walk your own road.

Why do we always find the unthrilling thrilling?

Sigh. Life is always full of fools. Maybe people should start to understand themselves more.

Okay, enough of the dumb things that we usually face in life.
Today, school is alright. And Im here posting earlier than sunset because I m going for a movie later(: Jealous Jealous? Haha. I m not prioritising again, tomorrow is social studies and english CT, apparently I know nothing yet for the tests. Mr Vicknesh didn t come school:( We are v.lost for social studies, maybe we should start debating on whether they should continue social studies as a subject, it s useless, I don t understand a thing! Okay, just hope my luck tomorrow is SUPER good! But still I still need to study:( Fine, I shall go and revise a little before going for the movie. I hope it s not wasting my time. But 'Money No Enough' does sounds dumb. Oh well, the school s paying for it, FOC.

Okay, today Fenyx got smashed with her birthday cake(: Haha, no sympathy from me though.

Anyway still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENYX!(:
And also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!(:

Surprising how some people can just have the same birthdays. But again, birthdays can be the same, but not fates.
With this;

we make our own destiny
we walk our own life

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Hello peeps.
Okay and finally i made a new blog.(:
New evrything. Maybe perhaps new luck. Or should it be more luck? :( But oh well. Hmm. Actually I ve wanted to make a new blog loonnnngggggg time ago, and Raychel knows this, but I ve not been able to. Lazy(: But suddenly I felt the urgency to pen down my thoughts, but oh well. I ve changed my mind(: Gee. Don t i change my mind too fast. Sometimes it also irritates myself to know myself is sooooo fickle-minded, and unable to make a decision + stick to it.
But the world is not always fair. Thats the cruelty of the world we live in. Gosh. That s pure "chimness" can t stand myself.

Now Now. Let s see what happened at school(:
Firstly, it s maths; I really pity pity pity MissTeo serious. It s like she is just hired to teach some walls that wouldn t respond to her but yet chat amongst themselves. Worst of being a teacher. She s good. But sometimes the world we live in is too cruel to stop and look back seeing who we left or lost out. Next is blah blah blah. Move on. Nothing much after that. Super sized moodswing for me today:( I hate it when I get these symptoms. Oh well, it s so natural sometimes we don t even realise there s there. Hmm. After school. I GOT DETENTION:( Sad I was hoping for a clean record this year. I ve apparently achieve that in semester one, why can t I do the same?
I think it was the late night talks I ve been starting with my sister:( Now I m sleepy, but may not say the same for later though. Okay, after detention, HIP after school; FYI for myself, Im fat! I need to go for HIP:( But oh well, good source of wasting time. Then intructor Ben has been calling me "la bi xiao xing" that s mean of him right:( Since, lesson 2. Hmm. After HIP talked a whole while with instructors Ben and Jeremy, insrtuctor Jeremy is lame. Serious, he says he can count from 1-10 in thai- I allowed him to count finish, and say I can count till 100.(: Haha. Beat that! Then I have tis really strong urge to speed 9on the Thailand roads. Gosh, how I miss Thailand. :( I didn t get to go back in June. When I m already outta school, Priscilla called. And yeah, help needed but I didn t get to help much though, I don t know how?! Gosh. Sometimes, we have to care sometimes we feel like just ignoring everything; and me, Idk seriously. It s too torturous to ask me to make a decision. I hate decision-makings.

Okay reached home at 545pm, actually planned to go play badminton with Cheryl but didn t, I told her I was too lazy(: Gee, she let me off today(: Surprise, surprise. Haha. Then i slacked at home instead, I live a dull life:(
Hmm, also also there s still like 1 week an exact 1week to your birthday, and I m still hesitating on whether I should give you your present, would you be expecting it anyway:( My biggest question now.
Okay, I think you guys can finally start linking me again(: And anyone who is still not asleep there thinking of something or somebody, maybe you should close your eyes and let nature take course(: I hope that would be my perfect remedy from my heartaches that I suffer alone, but let s all go to dreamland and stop the heartaches now for a moment; start your dream machines(:
Nightos;

I ve tried the remedy of forgetting someone;
but it s hard.
So I ve decided the remedy for remembrance instead;
I hope there would be Good Memories left.