This time I 'll suppress all my emotions,

2009-07-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

OKay. Im back after a long long time. BTW readers, the previous post is definitely not my doing(:! Well, if it is then either I am seriously outta my mind or someone possessed me?
Gee, I have the girls to help me with the skin. & they just blogged?! Wow. Wow. Heh, cant anybody see that that was very self declare. Superrrr. The grateful yes. The love, hmmmm/ No comments. Hee.
But oh well, okayyy. I blogged because Im just wondering why suddenly everyone close to me are having the mood which is not really pleasant:( Well cheer up peeps!
Im glad I was here for them.

The past few days have been quite productive though.

Wednesday, Transformers with cousin!(: Simply the best movie date ever!(:
Thursday, my sister came back and her 5th line was "Harry Potter today right?" "I want to go!!!" Gee, heh. So we went for HarryPotter& the Half Blood Prince. Awesome tooo!! It ended quite late around 8 something. &Sister had a plane to catch. Soooo, we had to rush home and send her to the airport:( She's gone again/ Funny thing, she forgot her Macbook! Hoho, &me I had fun with it!
Friday, studied at Macs with Cousin, Saji, Raychel &Sareen. Wow, best half time with them. They eat dan slow luh. Cousin eat finish she straight play her pokemon -.-" Sigh. Then Saji is damn funny. I forgot what exactly happend(: Ask her!
But all in all. I did productive work yesterday!(: A good start fo someone who is gonna sit for her Ns in 2months time:( The pressure is on.

well, well. I should be going. Till I post again then(:

as the pressure comes on, I'll go against all odds.

2009-07-17T04:19:00.000-07:00

Days have been going fine. I 'm missing my two little lovely girls right now! They 're non other than Raychel & Sajidah. Though they 're a little annoying @ times, laughing @ things that 're not even funny, I still LOVE them the most! Maybe I should give them a treat one of this days. Wtv. I felt like talking to them right now. Hanging out with them everyday! I really can't wait to go out with them again. They 're two nice kids that helped me out with my blog & all. Especially Raychel. Teehee.

Now my blog is filled with GREEN. GREEN. & MORE GREEN! Awesome much ah.

2009-05-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing happen to book 9 Shannon!(:
No worries, as long as you dont read the other post(:
That was Sareen's weapon!(: Haha,

Oh the other two,( Raychel and Sareen) said they'll post but I dont see them posting.
Unlike me!(:
I should really be doing something productive now!!

Like sleeping after having a nice shower!!(:

2009-05-11T06:59:00.000-07:00

Heyyylo!(:
(: I decided to blog as thats what everyone that went to Shannon's house is doing!(:
Hahaha, so I decided to do so as well, because now Im practically labelled as "Sulip definitely dont blog one!" Haha, cut that out seriously!(:

Ohoh, today would be the same on Raychel's, Sareen's, Shannon's &Freddy's blog!(:
Today was damn fun, really damn fun. PY must be damn like shit, "why didnt I go?" At around 6 we practically lost interest in studying about those constructive waves and destructive waves, all the hydraulic action, abrasion, solution and this last one Freddy say its not that important so worth remembering(:
Hmm, the evening is damn fun because Freddy , Raychel and me were practically shooting at Sareen(: And thats equivalent to much fun and joy. Sareen said she wanted a glass ceiling, and what she meant was the glass ceiling being in a HDB flat!?! So, I also dont know how we led to that being people from the sky landing on SAREEN'S glass ceiling, waving at her. And another story being the bird shitting on her GLASS ceiling. I swear its just undescribable unless you were there, Freddy, Raychel, me and Shannon were practically laughing. Except for Freddy, he was buy one get one free, he was also tearing like nobody's business!, its a miracle how someone can laugh till they tear!

Whats most traumatising is that having to walk to the MRT with Sareen and Freddy the two of them wont stop bickering, and with me being me, today Sareen keep on beating me!, I'll blame it on ... Freddy because Sareen prepared her weapon to beat Freddy but instead I seem to have more bruises and dont ask why, its a long story. I'll get back when Freddy isnt around. !(:
Phew, quite productive at times and yet not!(:

Okayy, I'll try to do something productive regarding Physics now!(:
Goodnight, and thanks you girls and guy for today(: Rather bonding!!(:

Ciaos.

2009-04-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Its been too long for viewers (friends), not to see me update and so I shall do just that(:

I didnt go to school today due the ferocious thunders this morning. I wonder who the gods are angry at this time! Sigh, missed POP, wasted.

But one surprising thing that I realised, one morning it can be so cold with thunders roaring at one time, and next afternoon its so hot and stuffy that I can take 2 showers. This reminds me, Cousin is having her swimming competition, good for her!, she can chill herself in the hot weather! And oh, good luck to her(:

I went to check the weather forecast and was greeted with
tomo weather forecast: T-showers (Thunderstorms?!)
and its the same for the following day except for thursday: being cloudy and such.
and from friday to the following week: T-showers. for all days.

I'll make sure to keep a look out for this alr, hard to believe.
I think an apple will help, because as the saying goes, "An apple a day, keeps the doc away"

So those who are falling sick lately, Get Well Soon!(:

Cousin, hope your competition goes well!

And now for ample sleep after an apple(:
I think I should be a doc(: Oh no, I'll just marry some pilot. Or think again(:

After 1234567890 yearsof missing me!(:

2009-03-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Its been 1234567890 years since I actually posted!(:
Hahaha, and its been a great feeling. Right now, Im typing so fast that my hands cannot go any faster!(:
And Im quite proud of this!(: Anyways. Im posting from
FRIDAY
I didnt go school and I missed guides. Kind of duh.
And I had all day to recover from headache not!
SATURDAY
I had tuition which commenced since 10am in the morning = I have to wake up since 8?!
OKay, after that met up with Fatin and Waynn for a meetup for my 1234567890 seconds ago birthday!(: How sweet of them. (Ants crawling over)
SUNDAY
I slept in like noone's business until my brother came in and played with my tortoise which I really wish to kill although its pitiful. Then I had thai when Akiko and Akina came over without their mother today. At 7 I had cheena tuition and Blah Blah. So typical, so OMG of a everyday blog! So boring!; Thats why I only blogged when I felt like it! Not everyday. (:

And today Im blogging because of the below reason(: And I dont feel like Im actually getting to the point today eh?(: Gee, I think because I ve been texting Raychel which she is being so random I much feel like bashing her up!(:
OKay let me get to the point now(:

I read Raychel's, Cousin's and Allison's blog all of them had my name for a quiz they tagged me in(:
How sweet!

Their Quiz time(:

1: Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- Anywhere else kissable(:
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Sleepy, ?
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- Waynn and Fatin on Sat(:
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Nah ah! Or maybe sometimes(:
5: Would you ever donate blood?
- Have been wanting to!!
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yeah, duh uh!
7: Do you want someone dead?
- Quite of a YES(:
8:What does your last text message say?
- Something from Raychel which says : "Okey. Aww, don't sad!:)" Apparently she was not really pissing me as she think she is!(: But she smsd twice(:
9:What are you thinking of right now?
- Thinking of how to fly a plane(:
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Obviously(: My dead great granny!, Im just kidding. I would certainly freak out then say Hi!(:
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
- At one?
12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Im wearing PJs already! Someone bought it for me!
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- Erm, no. Im mindless!
14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Raychel & BelindaCHA!(:

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. HweeLing( Who, wouldnt even bother)
2. RaychelTan
3. Natasha Soh
4. Allison Tan
5. Sareen
6. Fatin
7. Waynn
8. RochelleYong
9. BelindaLiaw
10. PeiYun

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- Someone imaginary(:Haha
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
- Erm, female with a strenght of a male(: No kidding this cousin of mine! But ILOVEHER!(:
17: If 7 and 9 get together will that be a good thing?
- Nah. They don't know each other!
18: What is Number 1 studying about?
- Studying about how to get girfts for me I hope(:
20: Is Number 4 single?
- Nah uh!(: She has ...!
21: Say something(s) about Number 5.
- Annoying, Irritating, Skinny, Everything bad (: (The exact same as Raychel!) Or maybe quite nice at times. NOT!(:
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
- Almost impossible, they dont know each other and they're both girls!
23: Describe Number 1.
- Retarded!(: But yet so pretty enough to make guys turn. And she's not even bothered, because she dont realise it?! Because she's a study freak! But yet so lovable!(:
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- Hahaha, impossible! If they do, I'll just cheer them on, never seen them fight before that is(:
25: Do you like Number 8?
- Duh!! Because she forced me to say I LOVE HER MOST!(:

OKay I ended the tiring much quiz!(: Thank You very much and goodnight(:
Im watching I, Robot for the 1234567890 time now! (I cant be more random)
But Sareen is ramdomer!! She texted me just because I didnt tag her in the her blog and Im not going to do it any sooner(:

OKay I really should go on with my Biology drawing now!! Mrs Lim have to be hopping mad!!(:

2009-02-22T07:30:00.000-08:00

OKay. I think I should post every...
Sunday
(: Hhaha, I havent heard my laughter in 123456789seconds(L)
Yet Im loving every moment of... (What?)

OhMYGOSH!!
I seriously... Erm, need a makeup.

Stop it right now. Why did I post two posts in a minute?
WTH.
I know everyone wants to hear me laugh.
WTF, nonsensical.

I know I know this is the (front back side up down) effect of not posting in a gazillion years!(:

Uh huh, now you know what you re in for, for those who keep asking me to post.
Sigh. .

2009-02-22T07:27:00.000-08:00

Okay..
I didnt expect me to actually forget my password.
I took like 123456789 seconds to recover my password
*Correction*
Reset it!
OMG!! (This is uberly dumb!)

Okay this is the CT week. So I'll try to post as often as I can(:
Makes no sense I know. But oh well, when did I ever make sense.
Uh huh, this is rubbish. I feel like dancing.

Soooo random, I cant get anymore random than this.
I havent revise my Geog test tom. Im dead.
Sigh. Bye

2008-11-23T19:37:00.000-08:00

Hello World. Seriously I havent a time to post.
No internet. No computer. No connection.
(I seem to be living under a volcano.)
I m in thailand at the moment. But I havent really cut off all ties with the world though(:
Here I am posting about nothing?
How s life. Friendster is quiet. (My)
Seems like life goes on as how it is without me, or with me. Sigh.
I make such an impact

2008-10-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

Okay, I ve found a way with LiveJournal.
Haha, I just read Raychel s blog, and seen that she too have made a new wordpress.
This is way freaky. We decided to compare??
Again. I seem to always be doing the same things as others I realise.
What s with me

Today, didn t go Emaths, and Yesterday only 10people went to school.
Sigh. MissTeo would be boiling on Monday I guess.
But I was lazy, and it makes no sense to go and do nothing right?
Raychel smsed me at ard 10+ saying if wanto meet in the afternoon, turned her down, supposed to go IKEA with sister. But she woke up late, so no time. So I think tom instead. This time I ll pull her outta bed.
I ve been rotting at home.

I ve found a way. A remedy

2008-10-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

Okay. I m annoyed. Very very annoyed. I can t find my thumbdrive. :(There goes all the precious little things I have in there! Idiotic.Okay I decided to make a LiveJournal. Because I wanted to compare with blogspot. I find that LiveJournal nicer leh.
But then again. Blogspot seem to have it s good too. (: Because because easier access.
But I ll still use both anyways.
I didn t go school yesterday.
Actually, Raychel, Sareen and Ziting also didn t go. So it s left with Peiyun and Shannon. Hahahah, for once it isn t my doing.

At home rotting now.

I m not alone

2008-10-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Hmm,.
Firstly, Thank You very very much Raychel with this blogskin.
Credits to you.
Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE TAN!
Thirdly, my stinky results are back in my hands. And dang it. Fail 3 and pass 3.
But nevermind(: I m quite satisfied. What to do? Also over already, can t do anything about it now!! Face facts.
English: 66%
Science: 70%
Pure Literature : 53%
Maths: 39.5%
Comb Humans(: : 37%
Chinese: 49%

Anyway. That s all i need for promotion to sec4NA.

I m gonna carry on living my live now.

2008-10-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hello Fellows earthlings;

I 'm here posting for my gan-mama! Her blog is lacking of readers, i shall help her advertise her blog, should i? She must be glad i helped her edit her blogskin t such a nice one, unlike th previous ugly & disgusting, kidding! (:

Oh, and she always do bullies me when she can, i 'm gonna state everything here, should i again? I 'm ~~afriad~~ she 'll hit me tomorrow in school! teehee(x

Haha, she is more than happy that i spent not v. long editing her blogskin, that i helped her by putting up a tagboard, that i 'm here posting for her! Guess what, did i hack in or did she give me her password? :D

SULIP SAYS SHE ♥ MEEEEEE TRUCKLOADS!

- w/ loves ; gan-daughter, RAYCHELTAN((:

2008-09-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
I know I ve not been blogging. Not much fun I found in this online blogging thing because.
Hmm, didn t blog in a long long time.
Sept hols, went back to Thailand, had much fun!
EOY is round the corner, buck up everyone! And Best of Luck for your exams!

I realise one thing, rich or poor, ugly or beautiful,
in the end everyone still ends up waiting.
But one thing, these people should remember, they will get their share back.

Okay, tomorrow studying, I think if the girls know I m leaving at 1pm.
But I m torn between my mum and the girls. And my mum Swensen's treat was a little hard and tempting to turn down, moreover I should spend mre time with my family right?
Hope its a success tomorrow though.

2008-08-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

Okayy/ Have not been able to get a hold of the computer. Shit, I hate life.

I skipped school today, dang it. I wasn t feeling well, from both my stomach and my sunburn, perhaps I ve got a problem with all illnesses starting with the letter "S". Dang.

Last last Tuesday was fun, school wasn t, Raychel didn t go school, but I ve suddenly got immuned to her not going school, so I was fine with it. Second last session for the inline skating. I ve had much fun actually, MrBen was kind of fed up and moodless at the same time, I think because we weren t doing as he was wishing. We were lazy, he was like a timebomb, ticking away. And finally shouted with all his might. Actually I really wanted to laugh, I ve become numbed. He pushed me, say 2rounds? Wow, that seemed like a lot!, He accidentally touched my sunburn, but again, I ve been pretty numbed, not much pain. I ve got people trying to tease me the whole day, not working anymore. I ve managed to numbed most of my pain now, I learnt it from you . Enough for tuesday now.

Last Tuesday only event I could remember is that it is the last day for Inline Skating. Man, I m going to miss it. now. Hmm. Hockey was quite fun.

Apologies, didn t post for like 13days now. I like no.13 it s nice(:
OKay, school was practically quite normal. So since OPY and Sareen didn t like my long posts. I shall keep them super short(:
But it s hard. I ve got so many things to post:(

Saturday. Today, I m DEROB. Very very bored. I ve written it backwards! Shows how free I am. Oh, raining the whole day:( But I like this weather(: I held the girls up :( Sorry, Jac, Cheryl, Fareza and Stephanie. Ding didn t go either eh? Hm, meetup another day? I promise promise will be there the next time round. How about a movie(:
Got to go now.

I would like to post everyday.
I m happier now!
its funny, how I don t feel the same anymore

2008-08-10T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, I ve not been able to post again. But nothing much nowadays.
So let s start from thursday(:
THURSDAY
School s boring, quite the normal, only for the thought that Shab would be leaving us on Wednesday and today is her last day:( Took photos. Okay, when waiting for the bus to Parklane Mall for recording at the studio. Recording was fun though. Though we backed out last minute. Sigh. Came back home then went to ehub to meet Cheryl, YongJia, Ivan and Jordan. Actually it was to save Cheryl from the evil hands of the three of them. :) Haha didn t help much though(: Came back tired.
FRIDAY
School s abnormal. Actually I felt abnormal had to do marching in today. Phew luckily it ended in just a mere few minutes or I think I would have died from a heart attack. I could feel that I was trembling, not only, I could SEE that Allison IS trembling. Haha, Joey said that Nurul was trembling like mad too. Hoho. Seems like enough tension eh? (: After the national day celebrations, went to find Rochelle, to my house put down my things and out again, to meet YongJia, Ivan, XinYun, JingWen. Sentosa finally. But it was a little weird, serious cut in between the three bestfriends! Oh well, their relationship is REALLY strong I admire them for that! Yong and Ivan are like GAYS, gosh. Same bag, same coloured clothes Ivan wore black top and white bottom, Yong wore white top and black bottom! Both were wearing havaianas. Beat that! Had much fun with them though, although me and XinYun couldn t really play Volley so we played it together the two of us instead. And I think we did pretty good eh?(: When I saw the water when I was in the water, I dared not go out too far, seriously because you were not there to protect me, and seriously because I was feeling like a DIVING TRIP instead.!! I MISS DIVING!! (Do you Ah Dawn Loo?(:)Oh, me and Rochelle had to leave early but but the ohter four of them kept on throwing sand at us! :( Man, ain t they evil. And at last we could finally got off their clutches. Hmm, met QiShan, Cheryl Tan and Nana at the toilet. There was enough fate between two of them!(: Thanks to me. I brought Yong over(: Ohoh. reached home dead beat, and I had bruises all over. Knocked out totally - before that watched the Olympic opening, anyway who wouldn t ? Even my mum and dad did! (: They rock, I reached home at 7, 2hours passed what I promised and they were pretty cool about it(L Thanks!
SATURDAY
The Olympic fever is quite on! (: But today is HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!(: Quite quiet though:( Because of Olympic. But timing was pretty good, after Olympics was Singapore s National Day Celebrations. Hmm, watched that too, but it wasn t all exciting. Watched the encore today - Sunday saw what I missed, Nathan Hataro. Aww man, he was one handsome dude that my heart would melt for(: I didn t do anything today to keep myself entertain as I was aching like some bashed up kiddo. From all the Volley on Friday. Knocked out early too!
SUNDAY
Today, was one super lazy day. Woked up at 1230! Phew. Had tuition and then dinnered outside and came back blogging. Boring! Whatever. Don t give a big hooha about this dang day. Tomorrow out to Sentosa again, with Raychel, PeiYun, XinYen,ChewHui and some other geeks. Okay I think this is all for today. Some peeps are complaining about how long my posts are! Should see my Cousin Natasha s posts! Its all in a day s work! I tell you(:

as I lie on my bed asleep what were the images on my mind?

2008-08-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

I ve been trashing it out with everyone today, I m sorry Raychel. I think its your influence. today s your big ay isn t it? :( I m not feeling any better. Why aren t we talking more than this?

Today s fine, school s alright. I hate it. I could totally do science, and I m quite proud of myself about it(: Yeah man! way to go, Okay. After exams, went to sit near clique, I had a serious time with Raychel today:( Sorry. I was trashing it out with evryone who makes me unhappy. But Raychel kanna most. Maybe, sometimes we should stop and see who we left behind. Sometimes, we have to put ourselves in others shoes. And sometimes, we just have to understand those we don t ever before. Sigh. Life s hard. But just get on with it. What to do to have been on Earth at this moment of time??
Okay, after school. Saw Rochelle, talked(: She said she was going to watch movie. with. Ask her yourself. Long list of people. you know it s surprising how can two people be in the same school and not meet each other that often! We are both busy women! Sad, I ve not been meeting up with old friends as well as new ones. :( Actually today was planned to go and watch PromNight with Cheryl, YongJia and Ivan but in the end the three stood me up:( See what they did to me. And it was also Actually, dinner with Ziding. But she was not able to make it :( So too bad. There goes fate.
Okay after talking, went back to the canteen. Then wait for a while went to HIP, inline skating. Phew, I managed to pass through that, I wasn t in the mood for any exercising, but yet we still did something, and that is PLAYING HOCKEY on skates. Brilliant eh? Why is it so different from FloorBall? I kind of like floorball more than hockey. Okay, then after that were so thirsty that even MrBen was also thirsty!, he said he would treat us as I as the nicest person was willing to walk all the way to the canteen and buy the drinks for them, but my stinky school, came up with another rule. Yeah typical Singaporean kind of rule. GRR, they said that were not alloweed to buy anymore drinks after 3.30PM!! Aren t we just all going to thirst to death. Even, changing of coins are not allowed! Argh. I m going to wait for the typical Singaporeans to go and complain and get the dang it rule out of there.
After everything, walked to compass with Shannon to get her BreakingDawn book but it was out of stock only for those with pre-orders!(: Aww. So she bought TheHost instead. Sounds interesting? Start reading!
Hmm home-d, then on the way, Sareen sms-d said they made extra for me. Aww man, I should have just stayed in school and wait for them to finish, well that s exacty what I m going to do next week. Which is their last week.My module ends this week. We re going to the studio to record!!(: Yeah man!
Okay, then home-d. Help-d mum, do her work. I get my pay for it you know!, She rocks. (:
And now, Nights, I m too sleepy to open my eyes now.

i wonder, how you spent your birthday today;
i hope you find someone soon when you pretense ignorance yesterday:(

2008-08-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

Okay this is a quick one; photos on the movie night @ vivo(: blurred but make do with it. At least it s counted at EVIDENCE(:

1)Who thinks Mark Lee is hot? I half half leh. But real person he s alright(:

2)Raychel finally is quite satisfied with this picture! Phew.
3)The two kinda quarreled, the whites and the blacks never got along. WRONG ERA!! As you can see, they don t want to co-operate by smiling their pretty faces to the camera!!

4)This is blackie, SAY HI!(: Sorry, I shan t be evil today(: This is Sareen don t say hi.(: Man!, Just say hi(: She s easier to take photos with? Nah uh, she and Raychel, THE SAME!!

2008-08-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

What s with me nowadays. I can t stand the me today:( I think you re the cause of my misery and moodness. :(
Sometimes, I do!, feel like crying out. But I m strong enough to withstand the pain now. It had numbed my senses long ago. Last night, you sent me a message, although a chain message and a chinese one that i spent 20mins reading before understanding, but just the name, your name was ringing and will be ringing in my head for another 20days. What the hell, were you thinking? Did that message hint anything? And this is another of my stupid assumptions which I can t really stand it. Tomorrow s your day, What to do? What to say? :( I prepared your present, but I ve got no courage to give it to you. Maybe next year? Would you still remember me;

Okay, today was fine in school but try asking Raychel what happened during chinese class, and she will surely say, I m irritating, which obviously if you re reading my blog now, you wouldn t think that way because unlike Raychel, you know Sulip is the bestest friend cum nicest bud you could ever have right right? Hahaha. She s gonna trash me tomorrow if she happens to be a busybody today(: Haha, okay I think today I m really pissing people off. Can t help it. I just can t stand how people used to piss me off, so that s exactly what I m going to do now! Watch out people. But I think I shouldn t play this prank on people, okay Stop it, Sulip you re fickle-minding again!!:( Argh. School s fine.[ It s alright! It s there, not going anywhere, my biggest misery:( ]
After school, compass-ed. Saw Denise and Raychel, Denise finally got her breaking dawn book. Biggest gaga now! I ve got my on Saturday Denise! Hahahaha. Okay. I was with Sareen, PeiYun and Ziting, with our last paper revision, Science CT!! I know I would be able to do perfectly. But then again with me blogging here, quite hard! Hmm. After that, at the library I did some really productive studying switching off only until 4.00pm, then the girls had to bear with my hyperness. Gosh, but I don t feel sorry (: Aww. Hahah.
Reached home at 5.15pm, eat dinner then went out together with my mum and brother, but we going seperate ways, I m going to meet my sister at whitesands, and they are going takashimaya(: Buying my brother s swimming trunks. Then before everything, I asked for 30bucks for change of dictionary battery to do pure lit powerpoint slides and meaning, and to buy my contact lenses solution!, I think I ve been a good girl recently so that s why she allowed me(:
Okay then after backfrom whitesands went to elias mall, get my sister s and my jeans, but they were not ready :( So I m going bottomless tomorrow. Kidding. (: Hahah. Then I ve not start on anything, so I m going off now before my mother catches me red-handed with my sister s laptop. My dang it computer died again:( Shit.

I hope you ve a joyous birthday tomorrow.

2008-08-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

Deeleedeedada!(:
Okay I finally got hold of the computer!! Sigh, with technology so advanced nowadays, its quite a Wow, so see how difficult yet it is to get hold of just one computer!! Hmm, today s day is quite fine, just for me waking up at 11.30 is already a joy(: Tomorrow Emaths CT just 2more days!! End of CT. And celebration(: I think movie with Cheryl, YongJia, not sure about Ivan though. (: Yay! Can t wait. Today, I did almost nothing, correction, I did nothing. I thought of playing computer in the afternoon, but no, the computer is locked with the password, and me being the oh so genius, can t unlock it. :( At least I have intergrity(: Holding up my school s vision "Women of intergrity" Yeah man! Be proud of myself(: Hahaha.
And then I fell asleep or 3 whole hours instead of studying, but I did really really really want to play the computer!! okay woke up at 6/?!! Then mum also woke up, asked her to put in password, took her ages. Oh well, and I got fed up, don t put then don t put lor! Don t play lor. Hmph. Studied for like 2hours, dad came back, had chilli crab for dinner(: Pepper crab too! and and, crayfish!! That s the nicest of the lot(: Then my mood gradually improved. So I would like to say sorry to Raychel(: , because she was really pissing me off!! Can t blame me well. I almost scold her just now. Hahaha, sorry luh Raychel, you came the wrong timing to be laming away when I was feeling like killing people! Hahahah. Okay Okay, now. I ve got to go AGAIN!

But first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG JINGWEN!(:
I think the last that we met was like 2-3 months ago when we were preparing Jason s birthday gift eh?(:
Gee, but I didn t do anything for you!!(: I ll give you a big hug when I meet you though(: Count on that!
gee. For now ciaos(:

as your birthday nears i don t know what to do, say or want

2008-08-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! Finally after like 123456789 years, I Sulip have gotten hold of a laptop/ computer. Gosh, before my turn arrives, its like uberly loonnnng!

I shall start with what happened on wednesday after movie!
WEDNESDAY NIGHT.
The show was TERRIFIC! And its worth recommendation!(: I saw Jack Neo, Mark Lee, and that short guy in Money No Enough 2! Haha. Then I ve got a lift home from Sareen s uncle. Thanks! Then came home and sleep(: I reached home at .... 12.15am. That s early isn t it?(: Late from wednesday early for thursday.
THURDAY
Thursday school was alright but after school was quite tiring though, had music production and and, we finally recorded the song. Actually it was our s but we changed and ued Phriya s song instead! Thanks to Phriya(: And I can t really remember what happened at school, it was boring I guess(: All I remembered was that I flunked my Social Studies for real. I didn t know a single shit. Neither did the class. Oh well, what s past is past. Now, I m just hoping that I didn t flunk Friday's geography elective as well. But I think the paper was do-able(: So Phew.
FRIDAY
Friday I think I slept the whole day, but not as a bad case as Raychel, seriously she was like living but yet dead. Or maybe half. I told her to get as much sleep as she could, but as her stubborn character does not allow that, I can t help it. Hmm. I slept throughout English had a bad stomach pain. :( After English, best, I got Girl Guides, was was was tiring!, very super duper. Had rehearsal on the marching in parade. I think I m getting a hold on the marching. But I hope I would do it better on the actual day!! More wishing. And will still carry on wishing. Okay, I managed to reach home, I think I kind of crawled all the wau back. Haha, Nah uh. Not possible.
SATURDAY(TODAY)
Okay, today was retarded because having waking up late the whole week today I startled myself to receive the sunshine. Woke up at 7.00 but went back to sleep. I m dead beat having slept at 1.30 on Friday. So awoke again at 9am because I had to go to maths. Actually it was a choice, but it was better to go than also flunk my maths when I m already that so so weak at it. Okay, actually had ice skating after maths, but didn t get to go again:( So instead I went home sleep and slacked awhile, then went to have a haircut instead(: I kinda like not like my new haircut now, one side long one side short. The person who is reading this shouldn t judge it just yet, actually on second thought I think its quite nice(: Hahahah. Fickle-minding again. Hate it. And I think I m going to mug the day tomorrow. Can t help it., I actually cancelled my tuition just to mug on Maths, Physics and Bio which is on tuesday for the science. Okay I lead a uberly boring life during near the tests. Sigh.
Oh, just now after haircut, I was a good daughter to my mother, she wants to eat yong tau foo and I followed her to eat, and and I saw YongJia, Jordan and Ivan with a hand cast:( What s with it, I still didn t get a chnace to ask him yet:( Then just 15mins after that, Cheryl called, like she has this psychic power(: But I had to be cycling home, so I can t talk, asked her to call me back, and guess what, she isn t! I ll see about waiting for her call(:
Okay, now the fighting is on, for the laptop I m using now.
And I m nw replying to comments,
BELINDA: Oh yes, IMY not only ILY too!
ZIDING:What can I say? I wanto meetup!! IMY too. Very Very much!!!Feel my love(:
COUSIN:Haha, okay thanks. And what s with slacking today? Skipped maths remedial eh? New hairstyle suits you(:
ALEXANDRA:Haha, you very smart how did you manage to find me? I just made a new blog. Hmm. I ll add you just, now!(:

as the night grows darker,
my heart yearns nothing more;
for it can no longer see your light.

you re the cause for my so almost misery

2008-07-30T02:21:00.001-07:00

Sometimes it s time to let go;
sometimes it s not meant to be;
sometimes there s just not enough fate.

Accept your own fate, walk your own road.

Why do we always find the unthrilling thrilling?

Sigh. Life is always full of fools. Maybe people should start to understand themselves more.

Okay, enough of the dumb things that we usually face in life.
Today, school is alright. And Im here posting earlier than sunset because I m going for a movie later(: Jealous Jealous? Haha. I m not prioritising again, tomorrow is social studies and english CT, apparently I know nothing yet for the tests. Mr Vicknesh didn t come school:( We are v.lost for social studies, maybe we should start debating on whether they should continue social studies as a subject, it s useless, I don t understand a thing! Okay, just hope my luck tomorrow is SUPER good! But still I still need to study:( Fine, I shall go and revise a little before going for the movie. I hope it s not wasting my time. But 'Money No Enough' does sounds dumb. Oh well, the school s paying for it, FOC.

Okay, today Fenyx got smashed with her birthday cake(: Haha, no sympathy from me though.

Anyway still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENYX!(:
And also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!(:

Surprising how some people can just have the same birthdays. But again, birthdays can be the same, but not fates.
With this;

we make our own destiny
we walk our own life

2008-07-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps.
Okay and finally i made a new blog.(:
New evrything. Maybe perhaps new luck. Or should it be more luck? :( But oh well. Hmm. Actually I ve wanted to make a new blog loonnnngggggg time ago, and Raychel knows this, but I ve not been able to. Lazy(: But suddenly I felt the urgency to pen down my thoughts, but oh well. I ve changed my mind(: Gee. Don t i change my mind too fast. Sometimes it also irritates myself to know myself is sooooo fickle-minded, and unable to make a decision + stick to it.
But the world is not always fair. Thats the cruelty of the world we live in. Gosh. That s pure "chimness" can t stand myself.

Now Now. Let s see what happened at school(:
Firstly, it s maths; I really pity pity pity MissTeo serious. It s like she is just hired to teach some walls that wouldn t respond to her but yet chat amongst themselves. Worst of being a teacher. She s good. But sometimes the world we live in is too cruel to stop and look back seeing who we left or lost out. Next is blah blah blah. Move on. Nothing much after that. Super sized moodswing for me today:( I hate it when I get these symptoms. Oh well, it s so natural sometimes we don t even realise there s there. Hmm. After school. I GOT DETENTION:( Sad I was hoping for a clean record this year. I ve apparently achieve that in semester one, why can t I do the same?
I think it was the late night talks I ve been starting with my sister:( Now I m sleepy, but may not say the same for later though. Okay, after detention, HIP after school; FYI for myself, Im fat! I need to go for HIP:( But oh well, good source of wasting time. Then intructor Ben has been calling me "la bi xiao xing" that s mean of him right:( Since, lesson 2. Hmm. After HIP talked a whole while with instructors Ben and Jeremy, insrtuctor Jeremy is lame. Serious, he says he can count from 1-10 in thai- I allowed him to count finish, and say I can count till 100.(: Haha. Beat that! Then I have tis really strong urge to speed 9on the Thailand roads. Gosh, how I miss Thailand. :( I didn t get to go back in June. When I m already outta school, Priscilla called. And yeah, help needed but I didn t get to help much though, I don t know how?! Gosh. Sometimes, we have to care sometimes we feel like just ignoring everything; and me, Idk seriously. It s too torturous to ask me to make a decision. I hate decision-makings.

Okay reached home at 545pm, actually planned to go play badminton with Cheryl but didn t, I told her I was too lazy(: Gee, she let me off today(: Surprise, surprise. Haha. Then i slacked at home instead, I live a dull life:(
Hmm, also also there s still like 1 week an exact 1week to your birthday, and I m still hesitating on whether I should give you your present, would you be expecting it anyway:( My biggest question now.
Okay, I think you guys can finally start linking me again(: And anyone who is still not asleep there thinking of something or somebody, maybe you should close your eyes and let nature take course(: I hope that would be my perfect remedy from my heartaches that I suffer alone, but let s all go to dreamland and stop the heartaches now for a moment; start your dream machines(:
Nightos;

I ve tried the remedy of forgetting someone;
but it s hard.
So I ve decided the remedy for remembrance instead;
I hope there would be Good Memories left.